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Thursday, June 7, 2007
Got my results at 12am. Aint the sch efficient? Oh well, my gpa improved but looking at the grades its kinda ugly. hAha.. I will work harder the next time, to keep on improving. I am so greedy. Lol. I totally need a break. A break to play and have fun, and one that allows me to see the different side of the world. Haha.. But its kinda hard. Planned to have a family holiday trip this hols, but it didnt succeed. Because there are just too much to consider.. Oh well, we will go overseas one day. I feel that I am a 长不大的小孩. There are many stuffs that i don't know, even a single chore, i would still need pplz to teach me what and how to do. Been trying very hard to be independent, to keep what i actually feel to myself and adjusting the feelings accordingly, so that i would not let ppl worry about me. But I haven't been successful. Or maybe,天下没有不担心孩子的父母吧。haha. N, its yesterday that i feel that i am ultra silly and stupid.. 这次，我真的心痛了。 Lynette sent me this song tt day. its kinda nice... RASCAL FLATTS - What Hurts The Most I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don't bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok But that's not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin' to do It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I'm doin' It It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do Not seeing that loving you That's what I was trying to do Ooohhh.... -Hong-
6/07/2007 11:51:00 PM
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