hmm, i've gt a lot of things that i wanted to say. But i couldnt find the right person to talk to. Also, the blog doesnt seem a nice place to say what i want to say. Its only this yr that i started feeling this way. Bottled to myself and ya, burying stuff deep inside. My uni frds always compliment me by saying that i am a veri cheerful ger. But deep down inside I am not. I hate it when i have the feelings I am having right now. Maybe its PMS. But ya. i hate this feeling. Dun ask me anything, cuz it will make me feel worse. Get well CHL. Maybe you just need a swim.

-hong-