Its been a few days of suay-ness. Sun nite i had tummyache. Its not those ' i need a toilet' that kind of pain. I dont know how to describe. Just painful! Curled up on my bed and grab the fats tt my tummy accumulated over the yrs and prayed hard that the pain goes away. But the next tHing i know, it was already 7am in the morning. Lol. Dunno how i survived tt pain. Hmm.. maybe i fainted. Lol.

Then Monday comes. There's a number 3 incident, which is purely conicidental. Then followed by some stupidity as my slipper's strap broke when i was playing with my slipper in the library. Haiz. But luckily, fahmy lent me the scotchtape to repair my slipper. But it didnt last long. When i was rushing to the management klass, the scotchtape didnt last and the strap came off again. N I WALKED BAREFOOTED! Taped it back in class. And hope tt it doesnt comes off again. Yet on my way home, it came off. PISSED and PEK CEK, i decided to slide all the way home. Haha..

The next suay tHing tt happen was on wed. I was late for lecture. And for gOodness sake, y did i wear green tt day. Haiz.. I still feel pek cek, though i know the other party is more affected, cuz all fingers are pointed at him. whahahaha. And wed was supposed to be a super long day for me, cuz i end lesson at 730pm. But the aunty lecturer was feeling kind and she let us off one hr earlier. hahaha.. I was feeling real gd and even happier when my frd said i could long pang her dad's car. We bought Jap food frm can A as take away. HAhhahaa.. So i reached her hse at ard 730pm due to the traffic jam. Initially, i wanted to take bus 8 but at the bus stop, i saw bus 59. I remember bus 59 also stops at my hse's bus stop. hahhaah. So i board on it and thInking i would reach home within 15mins. To my HORROR, i am back at the expressway again. WHAhhaha.. I pressed the bell immediately but there are no busstops on expressway! haiz. and the 1st stop after the expressway is at toa payoh. Haiz.. tt was already near 8. And i go to the opposite to take 59 back AND GOT STUCK in THE TRAFFIC JAM again. Can you believe it. i just gone thru it and now, i need to wait again. haiz..But nvm, i eventually reached home safely at 9pm. Ahahhaha. And as for my Jap fOod, it turned into cold dish sia. lol.

Was telling everyone that i m very suay lately. Yes i m very suay. But this morning, i suddenly feel that maybe its bcuz i had a lot of good days before this wk, and tts y i feel suay in comparison. Also, I had a chat with my friend yday. And realised that suayness is relative. Wat i feel is suay, may not be suay in ur eyes.

Hmm.. have you ever had anyone telling you tt 'i m trying hard to be your friend?' Have you ever had sumone telling you tt ' you dont treat me as gd as you treat them?' Hmm..have you ever had friends keeping secrets from you and yet they let you noe tt they are keeping secrets frm you? have you ever once had sumthing but you din cherish? Have you ever feel tt you are cheated but you din wan to say it cuz u cherish the frdship? have you ever.. haiz. in any case. all hurts. But once its over, its over. It doesnt matter anymore .

-Hong-